Thinking about you everyday! Oh how I miss you! I miss our talks and your voice! I just wish you were here to see how much me and my family have grown. Grandma, you would be so proud of us. We have a strong walk with the Lord! I know you prayed every night for us! I long for the day that I see your face again! I sit and imagine what it will be like when we are reunited in heaven. Cj has grown so much, he just turned 15 yesterday! He is a smart and handsome young man. Faith is becoming a young lady, she is 11 now. You would be so proud of them. I am so blessed to be their mom. I miss you grandma! I love you!

Happy birthday mom, we miss you so much. Not a day goes by when i dont think of you. You would be so proud of the kids and grandbaby. All of them are doing fine and i guess you know Tiff is having twins. Crystal is going to get her Ged, know you are happy about that. Shena is doing great, she just needs you guidence. Amber is also doing great, just dealing with the lost of her mom. CJ is playing football for school now and doing so good. Lake is also playing football again this year for YFL and I know he will do great. Faith is cheeleading for YFL this year too. Colton and Riley started school this year and Jaylen is growing so big. I know you can see all them so please keep and eye on each on of them and keep them safe. Terry is back to work at a job he likes, please keep an eye on him also, you know he need it. Please look after daddy, dont see him much. Wish he would come live with me, maybe when Ronnie moves he will. So many things i want to say to you but i know you see everything and i know you are looking out for us. Just wish you were here when i need to talk to someone, with you and penny gone I dont have anyone. Joey and I talk but you know joey he cant be serous about anything. Love him so much. Wayne does not call me, i think he goes to see dad sometimes but not even sure of that. Mom i will be hitting 50 next year and seeing my grandchild grow make me see thing the way you used to tell me i would. Please keep you eye on Jason, Jamie and Don, they are good guys. When it comes my time to leave this world I hope I can go knowing that i dont have to worry about my girl and grandkids, just like you did when you left. The world has change for the worse so I need your help in making sure they are okay. I wish I could just pick up the phone and say these things to you but in my heart I know you are listening. Please tell penny I miss her and think of her each day. Tell Penny I said Happy Birthday to her also. Well I guess I should go for now but will be thinking of you each and every day. Love you so much mom......

Thinking of you so much right now with yesterday being your birthday. I just wanted to tell you that you are thought about everyday and you are missed by so many people. Yesterday I was telling Faith and C.J that is was your birthday and Faith says "well lets call her and wish her a happy birthday" after she says it I ran to the bathroom and cried my eyes out, when I returned to the table Faith says "mom I am so sorry that I said that I wasn't thinking that you couldn't call her because she was in heaven". So I guess this is going to be my way of telling you Happy Birthday and I love you with all my heart. Wish you were here so that I could call you. Miss you so much.