There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. After so many years I still find myself missing you like crazy, crying every time I think of you. I remember that day in the hospital when I sat on your bed and began to cry because I could not hear your voice anymore and you wrote on a piece of paper for me to be strong and you said everything would be o.k and that I would be alright without you and you said that god had other plans for you, now I know that his plan was for you to take care of Penny. I find myself wanting to pick up the phone just to hear your voice on the other end, there is so much I want to say and so much I want to share with you. Grandmaw I want you to know that Jason is taking great care of the kids and I, we are very happy and the kids are getting so big, I just wish you could be here to allow my kids to build memories with you like I did. You will always hold a special place in my heart. Tell Penny, Suzie, and grandpaw Smothers we love and miss them very much. Grandmaw I love you very much and you are missed each and every day.