Thinking of you so much right now with yesterday being your birthday. I just wanted to tell you that you are thought about everyday and you are missed by so many people. Yesterday I was telling Faith and C.J that is was your birthday and Faith says "well lets call her and wish her a happy birthday" after she says it I ran to the bathroom and cried my eyes out, when I returned to the table Faith says "mom I am so sorry that I said that I wasn't thinking that you couldn't call her because she was in heaven". So I guess this is going to be my way of telling you Happy Birthday and I love you with all my heart. Wish you were here so that I could call you. Miss you so much.